Monday, December 28, 2009
So for the past two years, things have been heavy. I took in a dog, I bought a house, I published a book of poetry and well, I had to actively cut out a few people I was very close to because at the end of the day...I realized that my definition of fellowship appeared radically different from how they viewed it. And so out of the darkness...brings light.
After a long hiatus/hibernation
I'm starting to come out of /get into it
AND I'm dreaming again of living in Paris, untethered to what a usual day to day would be for me here. I want to write to my heart's content and not have to call out sick or whatever to do it.
I just want to thank some people I don't even know for renewing the spark....I came across some really cool blogs by some black expats in europe and all of the hairs on my body stood on end. For now I'm going to live vicariously through these strangers' blog postings but mark my words...I'm getting out of here soon...
Hope you have a good new year and that all of your dreams come true.
Resolution: To post every day in the month of January
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
but I know because my gut has said
that it's so. I wish it could tell me something
different. I wish I could help you out. But I can't.
saving myself this time. I don't think we can do
what we set out to. I know we can't. These are the words.
of defeat. Always until they are gone from my vocabulary.
Monday, May 04, 2009
I see now what didn't happen and it feels like a door just slammed in my face.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Saturday, June 09, 2007
time and space, that I've never admitted to anyone.
It is all one in the same.
I move this way, you bend back like the night.
You move that way, I yearn for ya like the dawn.
I won't tell you the innermost of the outermost.
But I will give you what's within.
Posterity is ill-formed and misguided.
Give me truth and honesty in all the pain
it sometimes causes, and I'll heave back at you
the most beautiful thing that ever did live: reality.
It is your innermost that radiates the beautiful
ugly truth. Your real thoughts illuminate your
path. Choose wisely. Will you worry or will you
eminate how things really go down.
-Listen well, the Universe is talking to you.
_ElleWilla_ © 2007
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Did I leave anything out?
You are on earth because in your loftiest state of being, perched high above the wonderment, at the pinnacle of your glory, you wondered what it would be like, even fleetingly, to believe in limits.
Your sage - The Universe..>
P.S. And when you can grasp this from within the illusions, you will also grasp how unlimited you truly are. (And we'll probably never hear the end of it...)